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all of the things i wish to say, but don't (barren & killedmyself)

by barren

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just do as it says 00:30
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catching up ft. nyx 01:57
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look at me and tell me you don’t see what i see you and i standing still just ones connecting the moments gone but your still around making sure i keep my ground you never left its still holding on just tell me when before the feelings gone is it worth the things you said it’d be or am i in for something id rather never see
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the same routine 02:22
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my existence is just something that i would ignore dont try too hard you might fall on your way out the door i still feel quite alone surrounded by the people i love taking time ill hurry up still trying my hardest but it wasnt fast enough everyday the same routine of forcing myself out of sleep itd be much easier to breathe if i didnt want to leave my dreams can you look me in the face and say the things you really think before i end it all and bury myself with these memories
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nothing ever changed, only you 02:46
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swallow your pride for just a while and lemme see how things would play out not allowed to understand yet so ill just sit here and wait now just smoking all my problems down circling myself around trying my best to drown my concious out the only time to write is when im smoking now looking for a place to hang my head down for the good of everyone around no end in mind will give me time to think of how ill let you down circling right back around nothings changed feeling strange when will you talk to me and tell me whats behind the things you say
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ill stay away for life 01:55
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and if i make it through the week you’re still fucking dead to me i know its been some time but i wish to never speak its haunting in my brain but i think I’m fine now im ok its like i always said before I’m going on and through the pain playing back the sounds of cutting myself down ill rooted matter on tarnished ground but don’t worry I’m leaving now give us all the break we need from a fucking piece of shit like me and ill always be nothing but that doesn’t bother me feeling sorry isn’t helping but feeling sad gives me relief
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im doing the best i can 00:58
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will i ever come back 02:15
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we always say things we don’t mean we try our best to be at rest with mutual understanding we care for each other and we show it in our love and I’m falling to a place where i can’t get back up if you open up your arms and hold them out i might be fine as long as you hold on tight
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bury me with the rest 01:04
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released September 23, 2016

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