There's always an excuse to get away from you
It's not about trying, it's always bad timing
Constantly, tiring to feel the way I always do
I've tried to cope, bad habits and jokes
Creeping behind me its so surreal how you find me sitting on my own
Heart breaking, I'm failing
I don't know what I'm doing with my life, wake up at 5
Then stay awake all night
On the last days of my life, I'll probably regret sitting around
Not feeling alive
A dissapointment in my mothers eyes
I won't forget the night where you cried
I won't forget
It's hard to pick it up when everything falls apart
What do you do when you are broken from the start?
I'm overthinking, I'm over feeling like I'm sinking
Inside my mind, It's unapealing
credits
from Brainfield,
released September 23, 2016
Written/recorded by Newfield
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